Dearest Passion Isara Julinsey,
I trust that you have arrived safely back home.
I hope that we can keep in touch.
I would be very happy to hear from you.
Sam
Date: Mon, 6 Oct 1997 13:58:15
Sender: Pachuan Wongsrikul
Dear Sam,
What a sweet message you wrote. I left Vera's house exactly at
noon and arrived at my sister's beautiful and spacious new apartment
exactly at midnight. It was a rough journey home.
I was able to skim through your web page today. Suddenly I saw
the striking similarities between you and Fyodor Dostoyevsky. He is
regarded as one of the world's greatest novelists today, but when he
lived, he had fame but no fortune. His choice of mates was also bizarre
to most people of his time. Nevertheless, no one could deny his brilliance.
There are open arms waiting for you should you ever decide to come to
Dallas. Though I am still upset at what happened yesterday, you can
still count on me to be your friend. I do care about your well-being.
Only time will tell when and where we'll physically meet again. If I end
up working in New York, you'll definitely see me there. I promise.
Yours truly,
Passion
I am so happy to hear from you and that you are in good spirits.
Perhaps I should come to Dallas to see you.
I received my Virginia birth certificate today, so I should get my taxi license soon which means that I will finally have some money.
Your comparison of me with Dostoyevsky is most flattering. It happens that he was my favorite author. I read Crime and Punishment and Notes from the Underground.
I will compose a more detailed letter to you tonight at home and send it to you tomorrow.
Sam
Dearest Passion,
(A Wonderful Start for a Letter)
I had a dream about you last night. Honestly, I do not remember what happened in the dream. I just remember that you were in it. I usually cannot remember my dreams. I believe that is true for most people.
I really hope that you decide to come back to New York. I realize that it must be discouraging to look for a job. Just remember: Everybody has this problem. Everybody is looking for a job and, even if they already have a job, they are looking for a better one.
Eventually, everybody does find a job.
I have the same problem. I always worked for myself until recently. I should do what you are doing. However, I never get around for looking for a job because of fear of rejection and because I don't want to make a long range commitment to an employer because of uncertainties in my life. This is why I work part time in a law office and am looking forward to becoming a taxi driver.
I would be very happy to come to Dallas to see you. However, I imagine that this might involve complications for you because you essentially live with your sister and mother.
I have several more people I could introduce you to in New York if you are able to come back here.
By the way, I want to mention that there is a very specific way in which you could help me. As I told you, my daughter was kidnapped in 1990. I filed a civil suit against the group which kidnapped my daughter. However, that was dismissed by the federal judge on the ground that I was not an attorney at law and therefore I could not represent the rights and interests of my daughter or of my mother who was also kidnapped, even though I have a signed power of attorney from my mother.
Therefore, if you decide that you have the time and energy to help me, there is an obvious way to do so. I have already done all the legal research on these issues.
I do not know what else to say. I really hope you come back here. I would really like to spend some time with you.
Sam
Date: Wed, 8 Oct 1997 12:47
Fr-2: Pachuan Wongsrikul
Subject: Are you driving taxis yet?
To: sloan@ishipress.com
Hi, Sam,
I told my 48-year-old ex-boyfriend about your web page. He's
the one I think you should not meet because you two are similar
in many ways. When I met him he was a graduate student in
biology. After four years of unemployment and underemployment,
he has finally restructured his life. Though I tried and tried
to help him out many times, only he could bring about the
change.
Passion
I find it very interesting that you have an ex-boyfriend similar to me.
I hope you come back here soon.
Sam
Fr-2: "Pachuan Wongsrikul"
Sam,
I've been trying to reach my former family law professor all day long.
He's teaching a course on children's constitutional rights at a different
law school in Irving, Texas. Maybe he's licensed to practice law in New
York, since he transferred from Seaton Hall School of Law. I won't find
out my bar results till Thanksgiving, so I can't represent you yet.
Now I reside at my brother-in-law's former apartment. When he and my
sister leave on Sunday for their 12-day Mediterranean cruise, I'll be
taking care of the plants at their new apartment. After almost two weeks
in NYC I find the apartments in Dallas to be so spacious and food to be so
cheap! My sister's guest bedroom has a spectacular view of the swimming
pool, ponds and azure sky from the third floor. Best of all, the windows
can be left open at night to allow the gentle breeze to blow through. Just
imagine the wind caressing your face as you drift off into Xanadu.
Many of my law school friends are suddenly either getting married or having
children. I think that they are still too young to fully comprehend the
challenges of parenthood. Fortunately, I always had my mother by my side
to comfort me as a child. I know from hanging around other homes that I
have the most loving and pure-hearted mother. That's why Vera likes her so
much.
Mr. Carucci put me in touch with a man named Cromwell Coulson. He promised
to come up with a list of people I should contact. Meanwhile, I'll
continue to bug my friend at Bankers Trust for a position. I couldn't tell
you in front of Vera that he redeemed his air miles for my plane ticket to
NYC. Yes, he confessed his attraction to me but soon wanted me to leave
because according to his traditional values, a woman should not be in the
same apartment with a man. My response was: why did you invite me up here
in the first place? He ended up offering me the bedroom and sleeping on
the sleeper sofa himself. From then on he would kiss me periodically, then
abruptly flee through the door just as I wanted more. Isn't it usually the
other way around? Anyway, I was totally confused. Now he probably would
feel uncomfortable around me.
I'll give your eyes a rest and end here. Remember to take enough vitamins
and minerals everyday for good health. Good night, my friend.
Passion
Dearest Passion,
I am so happy to receive your letter.
If you would invite me, I would be most happy to come down and visit you while your sister is off on her 12-day cruise.
One advantage I have in having a low level job is that I am completely mobile. I have few personal possessions other than my computer, so I can pack up and come down there on almost a moment's notice.
If I decided to stay there I could probably do just as well if not better than here.
Would you like for me to come and visit you? I could even come this weekend, if that is not too soon.
By the way, I also write very good legal briefs. Why don't you look at my petition for a writ of certiorari which is at http://www.samsloan.com/cert1997.htm ? I might possibly be able to help you in some of your legal work, just as I help lawyers here as part of my job in New York.
Sam
Fr-2: "Pachuan Wongsrikul"
Dear Sam,
Would you be able to get cheap airfare if you were to come here on Sunday
or some other day next week? If you come earlier I might not be able to
pick you up, as I'm using my sister's car. I have to take her to the
airport on Sunday to catch an 11 a.m. flight. If the difference in price
between flying on Saturday versus on Sunday is great, then make it
Saturday. You can stay as long as you like till Tuesday, October 21. The
only thing I have planned between now and then is a bridal shower for a
friend on Sunday, October 18.
Please understand that I don't want to create any expectations for you.
Because you have been open to me, I have been more open to you. I don't
want that uncomfortable situation in New York between me and my friend to
repeat itself. And just because I had a boyfriend similar to you doesn't
mean that something sexual will happen between us. Remember that he is no
longer my boyfriend. You are still married, aren't you? Also, don't
assume that whatever works with other women will work with me. Why not?
Because I've been a father and a mother to myself for so many years, I
don't always feel like a woman. What you can expect is a nice and sincere
person to hang out with in Dallas.
I've already seen more of your well-written briefs and other interesting
pages. I also found your SEC case mentioned in a footnote in one of my
books. Who Should have thought that a recent law school graduate like me
would run into someone mentioned in a book? Then again, abnormal things
happen to me quiet often. One day when I was in the third grade, I walked
across a field and saw boys playing football very far away. I suddenly
became worried and said to myself, "What are the chances that the football
will hit me?" The answer was, "What a stupid question! It's so far away
and people are not throwing it in my direction." However, as soon as I
finished thinking, the football came flying through the air over the next
several seconds. Sure enough, it landed right on my head. Like a robot I
kept on walking after being hit. By the time the boys ran over to where it
happened, I had left the field already.
I hope you can come. I have many more stories to share with you. Here's
my brother-in-law's former residence: 6431 Shady Brook Lane, Apt. 2161,
Dallas, TX 75206 (214) 373-1905. His and my sister's place is at 430
Buckingham Road, Apt. 737, Richardson, TX 75081 (972) 669-9663. Richardson
is northeast of Dallas. If I'm not at one, I'll be at the other.
Cheers,
Passion
Dearest Passion,
I am coming to see you.
I called the airlines. The flights so far are very expensive. Do you know a cheap airline?
If I cannot find one, I will just take a bus, which takes 36 hours but is a lot cheaper.
You can expect me to arrive on Sunday.
I will be bringing my computer with me since I constantly use it. I just hope it does not get damaged on the trip.
Thank you again for your letter. I will try to let you know what time I will arrive.
Sam
PS I am not really legally married. I tend to refer to the Sri Lankan lady as my wife in view of the fact that we have children together.
Sam
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Mon Oct 06 16:37:52 1997
To: Pachuan Wongsrikul
Wed Oct 08 17:23:03 1997
To: Passion Isara Julinsey
From: Sam Sloan
At 12:47 PM 10/8/97 -0500, you wrote:
Wed Oct 08 17:32:56 1997
To: Pachuan Wongsrikul
At 11:56 PM 10/8/97 -0500, you wrote:
Thu Oct 09 10:37:25 1997
To: "Pachuan Wongsrikul"
Fri Oct 10 11:23:44 1997
To: Passion Isara Julinsey
From: Sam Sloan
Passion is very aggressively pushing this case. The case was in court again on May 20 and was adjourned again. I have done everything I can possibly think of to resolve this problem. Here are two more letters I wrote about this: Letter dated March 5, 1998 and Letter dated March 26, 1998.
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